{"id":109,"date":"2004-07-08T16:04:51","date_gmt":"2004-07-08T16:04:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.pete.nu\/blog\/?p=109"},"modified":"2006-02-03T23:08:29","modified_gmt":"2006-02-03T23:08:29","slug":"minds-as-weapons","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pete.nu\/blog\/2004\/07\/08\/minds-as-weapons\/","title":{"rendered":"Minds as weapons"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Pertaining to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.pete.nu\/blog\/?p=108\">the previous post<\/a>, it has all become clear.<\/p>\n<p>There was a time when I used my mind as a weapon. It was an unpleasant time, because there were unpleasant wars to be waged, but it was also a good time, because I had something to fight for. I used my brain to produce the words and thoughts that I needed to fight with.<\/p>\n<p>Now, I&#8217;ve successfully made things easy for myself. It took a lot of work, but I managed it. And I was pleased with myself. But now, years later, I miss the thrill of battle, the excitement of clashing intellect with opponents known or unknown.<\/p>\n<p>I see only one thing for it. I need to invent an opponent. Even if they only exist in my head, at least I&#8217;ll have a nemesis &#8212; a reason to never grow complacent, a reason to strive to continually produce better and better output, a reason to always force myself to learn more.<\/p>\n<p>Playing the guitar well is largely a matter of practice. The more I play, the better I get. But is songwriting the same? Should I write hundreds of songs, in the hope that there will be diamonds in the dungheap? Or should I allow myself a few weeks or months between each attempt, in the hope that I will have amassed enough original concepts in my brain in that time to produce one really really sterling piece?<\/p>\n<p>One thing that I do know for sure &#8211; I need more feedback. I need to record these demos, put them up as MP3s, and get opinions back from those whom I can trust in such matters.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pertaining to the previous post, it has all become clear. There was a time when I used my mind as a weapon. It was an unpleasant time, because there were unpleasant wars to be waged, but it was also a good time, because I had something to fight for. I used my brain to produce [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-109","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-music"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pete.nu\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pete.nu\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pete.nu\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pete.nu\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pete.nu\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=109"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/pete.nu\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pete.nu\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=109"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pete.nu\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=109"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pete.nu\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=109"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}